Spent the weekend back at home
i went on a trip with my father, and allowed myself normal food.
i just wanted to have a nice trip
mother gave me a shitload of a new pills
she's probably my greatest supporter and encourager and she has no idea.
she thinks im trying to be healthy or something
she frequently calls me overweight
so I'll be back to good again this week
stocked up on adderall
and my brother gave me something
i think he knows im taking them to lose weight and not to focus
my mom fucked him up with EDs too though. so he's helping me
i have no idea what kind of pill he gave me
visited my best friend
i honestly dont know what i would do without her
i need her
i also got some diurex and laxatives
i just need to get on track this week
only two weeks before i cut my hair!!
need to lose at least ten pounds
trying around with different diets and cleanses and pills
pills and teas instead of real foods
its like im 85 years old.
Possibly the best news of all..
I am no longer 120 pounds!!!
i'm still 119,
but its amazing how much that one pound can make such a difference
wish me luck!
oh and i just started my first ana twitter!
follow me?
Ana_Mouse!!
Im in a good mood, those new pills probably helped, but Im feeling like this is possible!
