I dont know what I want to do
Im scared Im doing this for the wrong reasons
and that instead of getting better or helping others
Ill get worse because I know Im not yet ready
and dont want to
get "better"
I want to be skinny
and Im scared
I think this is the real reason I want to drop out and not finish school
Im terrified
I will mess up
and this is a mistake
maybemaybemaybe
