failed

i failed.
i failed
i failed
at 7 i got my break at work
staring at me were fresh bagels
my homework wasnt distracting
and i had no cigarettes
and much more than those lame excuses is that i just suck


and i figured since id already messed up,
might as well go all out
CHILI CHEESE TOTS from Sonic
how fucking disgusting am i


im taking some actual real diet pills tomorrow, maybe even adderall. its been awhile, ive been saving it,
but im so sad and disappointed. so much for those three pounds i lost :(
and weddings all weekend. do weddings have a lot of food?
im not strong enough.
i have to do good tomorrow.