Monday, January 10, 2011

i feel like no one takes me seriously.
i dont talk about wanting to lose weight much in front of people or what i eat ever
but my close friends generally know i dont like my body.
bf- *holding me from behind* "you've gotten so skinny!"
me- "no i haven't! i haven't lost a single pound!"
bf- "before i couldn't even.." breaks out laughing
me- i hit him and walked away
bf- "you know i'm kidding"
i hate how people make a mockery of me
i hate me too though
i think i have too much hate in my life