. . . twenty four and a half hours with absolutely no food.
than my dumb ass went and had some of my roommates moms homemade banana bread. it was a really small piece. but i put butter on it. I'd done so good today! I was around people eating and food and I hardly thought about taking a bite. Id done so well. Now that i messed up i just want to mess up bad. make it worth it. i was so proud of me. god. im awful. i suck. im fat. im gross. i hate myself.
