I miss my digital scale. . .

. . . Its so hard to tell if I lost any, or exactly how much, on the stupid mechanical scale I have here at college. It may have been my early morning eyes, but it looked like the needle was closer to 120 line this morning than last. I'm going home tomorrow, so I'll get to see for real how awful I've been since college. Maybe mother will let me trade with her, that would be amazing.
So I did amazing all day yesterday until my late night snack :(  but today I literally couldn't peddle my bike to class. It required more power than my fat thighs could exert. I rode it as far as I could but had to ditch it halfway there. It was the weirdest thing.
So after my weird bike ride, I caved and I've already eaten some of an iced cookie. I threw it out though, along with the pasta salad I for some reason bought. Maybe I'll take a pill and make up for those mistakes through out the rest of the day.




Edit: As I was exploring blogs, I found glmx, and a diet she had posted a few days earlier. I think I will try it. It sounds very doable.

"- Eat no breakfast

- Eat 5 bites of anything for lunch

- Eat 5 bites of anything for dinner

- No snacking!

- Drink lots and lots of liquids, under 5 cal."

I'll try not to eat anything the rest of the day and start this diet tomorrow. 

Yikes.