last night with my boy i cried because i love him so much.
we always talk about quitting college and moving to arizona next year
he'll open a skate shop
we'll get married and have beautiful half asian babies and be the happiest people alive

hes knows me better than i know me
he knows when im feeling unattractive and he wants to figure out why im so hard on myself and help make me better and happy
he makes me happy.
im so in love.


unfortunately im still fat too.
today im going to do good.
wish me luck
yikes